I think my main reason for existing is to walk around being an open wound for the world so that other people can feel less alone cause the universe did not give me the shittiest combination of mental illness, trauma, emotional intelligence, and humor for no reason.

Sometimes I get down about how I’m just a combination of everything that is hard to talk about and considered shameful while feeling no shame but then I get sweet messages from people telling me I make them feel normal and less alone and I’m like “ok I’m cool with this existence”

When I think of myself as a victim I get down but if I think of myself as a catalyst for awakenings in other people by them seeing me put myself out there always and realizing there’s nothing shameful about who they are then that makes it a little easier to live with I guess