it& #39;s 2am & i& #39;m just gonna post this so i can get it off my mind tbh:

i& #39;m sorry i don& #39;t post more art, y& #39;all. i was looking at my instagram the other day & realised i haven& #39;t posted since the end of August. that& #39;s wild.

the majority of you follow me because you know me & are friends with me but i really am truly sorry to those of you that followed with the expectation of occasional art. 2020 has been a fvckshit of a year & all creativity has just gone out the window for me tbh.

i& #39;m really enjoying doing stuff like editing youtube videos & such tho, so thanks to those of you that support me & Jenny by watching what i put out, i appreciate that so much.

at this point i just wanna be a professional social media manager lmao. it probably speaks to my mental state rn that i just wanna put all of my own stuff on the back burner to help other ppl succeed but like - that& #39;s the only way i feel Good anymore lmao

ANYWAY this thread did more musing than i wanted it to so uhhh anyway i don& #39;t say all of this for like, sympathy or reassurance or whatevs i just, Feel Bad about it yk? so i thought i& #39;d touch on it. i& #39;ll try to start slinging up WIPs sometimes or smth. ty for reading https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💖" title="Funkelndes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Funkelndes Herz">