Thread by @blueBORG16, It's not easy to just "stay and move on"I'm not a strong [...]

blueBORG16

It's not easy to just "stay and move on"
I'm not a strong person. I never felt like I deserved to be as big as I am, especially seeing other people with around as many followers as me creating masterpieces next to my very, very simplistic art. I like my art, so instead of >

Raising the quality of it, I wanted to raise the quantity and pump out as much as I could. Most days that worked well, other days it didn't and on those days I took bad and inexcusable shortcuts. Anything to make me feel like I'm giving as much as I have to to deserve where I am>

This is the exact reason for why I deleted my first account in December. I don't feel like I deserved it, even before I resorted to traced pieces every now and then. It's a lot of pressure, and it's not easy to understand unless you are in the same spot. I used my >

Influence as good as I could to support others, there's so many people that are incredibly talented and deserve so much more than me. I understand why people see me as a bad person now and I deserve that reception, but I always tried to be as nice as possible to everyone >

I barely ever got into drama, I always tried my best.

This thread isn't me trying to gather sympathy, I'm just trying to explain a bit why things happened as they did. What I did was ultimately wrong and I will learn from it.

Instead of deleting my account I'll let it stay active, just so people can still see what I have done. Maybe I'll be back someday after I've had enough time to properly learn from all of this. Most likely I won't be.
Either way I'm sorry.
Thank you for everything

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