vent thread lol ethan vv mad rn//
so long story short this girl who stalks me and my bff and my bff’s MOM tried messaging me and it pissed me off with her delving into different subjects that didn’t relate to her at all and even going into my personal +
so long story short this girl who stalks me and my bff and my bff’s MOM tried messaging me and it pissed me off with her delving into different subjects that didn’t relate to her at all and even going into my personal +
+ life, mental health, and relationships to try and prove a point that never exsisted!! she brought so many people in and even tried so hard to make me spill my guts about my personal life which has lead me to have anger issues, attachment issues, and ptsd +
+ to have dirt on me which she never fucking needs. her and 2 other girls literally are STEALING me and my bffs personality and their gums ache from trying to be us. they fake mental illnesses and being bisexual because it got me “clout” and +
+ thinking it’s cute. that girls “friend” uses those fucking edgy wannabe depressed “aesthetic depressed girl” icons for all their social media. now onto mental illnesses/disorders because i’m fucking stupid and don’t know what each mean so hopefully one’s right +
+ getting diagnosed with any mental illness is costly and i know that because medicare fucking sucks and makes my parents pay $20 per doctors visit. i was lucky to get diagnosed with bipolar and severe anxiety, and slight ptsd which has been amplified this month +
+ and i’ve only self-diagnosed myself with adhd. i’ve had half a year of research and am getting bashed for being too fucking poor to afford the shit american health system to diagnose me with shit. she really got pressed with me self diagnosing +
+ myself with one thing because, as i stated before, i’m too fucking poor to afford that!! i got diagnosed with bipolar and severe anxiety at the age of 10!! do you know how soul-sucking it is for a not even middle schooler to have shit thoughts about themselves +
+ and having it amplified as they got older? being fucking pomosexual and non-binary didn’t help at all because it made me feel like i had to hide myself all the fucking time! they just hopped on the trail for pity! they say they’re trying to be nice +
+ when i’m already done being nice. i’ve been finished with being nice with them since 6th grade. she managed to drag this situantion for well over a year. she’s still trying to send me messages. she wants to fight me when that’s fucking childish and stupid +
+ and i’m so mad i can vomit the barely even able to be called portion of food i ate today and punch a wall for all the pent up anger and teenage angst in my fat 188 lb barely teenage body. +
+ i’ve been called names for all the shit i am and am just so ready to fucking scream my lungs out and become a backseat wastecase because it’s so much easier than being the smartass teachers pet who’s going to selective enrollment highschools. +
+ to whoever took the time to read this entire thread; thank you. thank you so much. i love you.
