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This has been my last 10 months in a nutshell. Times are tough.
I had an emotional affair. It was a friendship I hid from my wife. I never crossed the line of dating her, we never had any physical interactions, never hugged passionately, never kissed, apart from the occasional high 5 after a hard run. I would give her rides home, & vice versa
We& #39;d flirt, and have those late night text sessions. I lied about this to my wife for months. Giving her tid bits of info, trying to hold back as much as I can because I didn& #39;t want to lose her.
Finally, around may/June i confessed to everything I did wrong in our marriage. I was tired of fighting with her. I thought the truth would make things easier. It didn& #39;t. From July to now I& #39;ve felt nothing but resentment from her.
Occasionally, things would die down. We& #39;d have let& #39;s say a week of nothing but happy times, and then it& #39;s like I& #39;d wake up and boom there it is. Resentment right in my face.
Last night things got bad. Probably the first time we& #39;ve screamed at each other in anger in years.
This morning still feeling angry I didn& #39;t get up with her. I didn& #39;t do nothing a husband would do for his wife. It was more like "fuck her"
Now I do to know what to do. I just want to be happy. At this moment I don& #39;t know if fed up, or getting ready to brace myself for another all nighter.
I don& #39;t want to lose her.
I don& #39;t want to lose her.
I& #39;m just looking for answers.
Sorry if I let anyone down. If you thought highly of me and now see this thread, I can understand why you probably think I& #39;m scum.
Just know that scum has feelings too. They are just overlooked because people always look down on scum.
Just know that scum has feelings too. They are just overlooked because people always look down on scum.
