Sometimes I just feel so bad, have never done this before, but today I just want to vent out. Am an introvert and it is really hard for me to talk to people without preparation. I need at least 5 mind to myself, before talking with a new person.
It& #39;s just Idk why, but this is how I prepare myself to talk with ppl. So today I had to talk with a recruiter regarding my interview. He called me out of the blue and suggested for a face to face interview.
As I had other plans for tomorrow.i was hesitant. But bfr I could make a decision, he told that he all arrange for video call interview. I told him as I was out, it all take an hour for me to reach my place.i thought I could make it on time, but unfortunately,
I couldn& #39;t and he started to call me, I started to panic and I told him that I all join in a min. Then I did and again I don& #39;t know how my wifi decided to ditch me. I couldn& #39;t connect & it was a mess. It added some more fuel to the fire.sighs...
This my anxiety shooter up and finally I the call got connected, I went blank. I started to stammer and the interviewer asked me a very simple question, which normally I would answer with the blink of an eye. But today I was struck and I didn& #39;t answer.
All I wanted was to lash out of that room or cry or tell them idk anything. But still, I tried not to do that and compose myself. Finally when I answered another question. The call got disconnected and I don& #39;t even know that
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Again the person who scheduled the interview called me and told me to reconnect, but my wifi was so against it....and I couldn& #39;t connect.then they told they me they all call me later...I just told them ok and here am sitting like a lame bag of potato.
Feeling so embarrassed....i don& #39;t know why it had to be this way...but now my network and wifi is normal and I can even stream a live session....damn...
And in this thread all the will is changed to all... My stupid auto correct... Anyways... Now I feel so empty... Previously when I was in skl, I had a incident like this and when the teacher asked me what is Nacl I told them I don& #39;t know...