Being part of the #asexual spectrum can be so confusing at times. I& #39;m not 100% attracted to people, sexually speaking but I do experience attractions once in a while. Even so, I& #39;ve always had some sexual aversion as far as I can remember.

Sexuality isn& #39;t always black or white for some people. There are guys like me who are in the gray zone and I guess that& #39;s okay. Antidepressants and other factors, like people around you, your age, life events, everything can influence your sexual drive.

Mine is not as active as it used to be and I won& #39;t like saying that I& #39;ve been struggling with my own identity for a while. It& #39;s easier to pretend that I am demisexual or gray-asexual, because clearly, I do not understand how my body works sometimes.

Anyway, I do hope this thread isn& #39;t confusing to you. Aces are valid. Demis are valid. Gray-Aces are valid. You are valid. Anyone who doesn& #39;t experience sexuality the same way as others, is valid as well. Don& #39;t be so hard on yourselves. Life is weird.