im still in a weird no hyper fixation stage in my life where i dont have anything im super obsessed with or can fill all my time doing and man idk its getting to me more and more... i just need more stuff to do. its making me more depressed LOL

i dont sleep because i dont have anything to do that makes me tired enough to, i only sleep when i deprive myself of it for so long. idk man feelsbad. if you ever wonder why i answer messages too quick, its often because i have nothing to do other than staring at a screen.

i would play video games but by myself it's just never as fun, and i dont want to bug my friends about it because i know theyre all busy and i dont wanna bug them so i just..idk vibe?