Thread by @mcrvixx, // ableismi didn’t know when to post this but vylen (hyogiez, hyukcore) [...]

// ableism

i didn’t know when to post this but vylen (hyogiez, hyukcore) and miko (peachjyani, vxxology) are ableists

first, some context:

miko, vylen, and my friends and i had an argument in late march 2020. my friends and i noticed after our argument that when we each moved accounts (we all did this several times), either vylen or her friends (who i feel like have genuinely grown and+

+haven’t done anything in the last 5 months) would find us and block us. this means they would lurk on all of our accounts, even before we found them, and go through our followings. we heavily suspect that they have been sending us anonymous hate on curiouscat.

i won’t mention the other friends because i don’t think it’s necessary. they know who they are.

// ableism

(miko went by dawn) miko allegedly sent this person’s nd friend an ableist curiouscat. the friend completely moved away from twitter and deleted all of their accounts. when the friend asked miko, innocently, if they had sent the message, miko denied.

the curiouscat messages are unavailable as of now because we don’t know what the friend’s username was (on curiouscat). i’ll update this if we ever find it

// r slur (in pictures)

why would miko be defensive over a question? the nd friend did not attack them nor accuse them.

these messages are between the person and his friend.

another mutual reached out to me and told me how miko sent their followers after her. she claims to have been very close with miko before this. she also had to delete her account.

miko called her statement that she has trauma from high school an “excuse”... while they used their followers to attack people yet again. i don’t think i have to explain why that’s ableist but i will anyway. ignoring someone’s trauma and using it to attack them is ableist.

she has anxiety. why would you purposely attack someone with anxiety and say they’re making excuses?

vylen claims to have severe anxiety. i don’t discredit her and i respect nd people. my close friend elle, JAEHWANBLOOD, also has severe anxiety and trauma. (here’s vylen saying she has anxiety in response to a curiouscat)

vylen made a blocklist of racist, fetishizing, sexualizing, and otherwise problematic starlights. the blocklist included elle’s account and my old account, love4soso. when elle asked her about it, vylen blocked her.

vylen recently made a carrd ( http://hyukcore.carrd.co ) that includes both my and elle’s names AND (her and my old) usernames in the “dni” section. elle has severe anxiety. this triggered a big panic attack. (vylen used to go by juno which is why the name on the carrd is different)

(again, miko and vylen went by different names in these messages) elle tried to reach out to miko about this. miko said they would respond later, which we accepted. we’ve been waiting. it’s been months. miko has moved to a new account. the top of the screenshot says 10/18/20.

(she reached out to miko because, as of now, we know they’re friends with vylen)

both miko and vylen strung us along and did not give us a clear answer to them causing deliberate stress to someone with severe anxiety.

having anxiety does not give you the excuse to harm people with anxiety. vylen put us in her carrd knowing it would cause anxiety in both us and the people who interact with us. miko has continually sent their followers after people during misunderstandings and minor arguments.

footnotes:

•we think vylen was sending us weird messages because the writing styles of these anons and her match up as far as we can tell. this is only speculation of course which is why i didn’t make it a point. elle’s account is lk180 and mine was minaas.

more of elle’s weird curiouscats

and some of vylen’s messages with elle

•and this... miko defending vylen. even though vylen did what miko is condemning by intentionally causing anxiety. and miko did what miko is condemning by sending their followers after multiple people who are nd and have anxiety.

i’m ready to be attacked and driven off the app. send me the r slur in dms and flood my mentions with hate. it’s just more proof.

the fact of the matter is, you caused us to be anxious and stressed for six months. you did not think about elle’s anxiety when you put us in your carrd. an apology in a qrt thread isn’t going to be enough but i don’t personally want one to be honest. you did not consider the+

+weight your actions held when you blocked her without a single explanation. as a person with severe anxiety yourself, i don’t understand how you could think that’s okay. i don’t want this to be on my shoulders anymore so i’m letting it go. please, please think before you talk.

personally, i have 2 chronic pains that link to my own stress and anxiety. i didn’t want this either. i went through horrible life events too. i didn’t want to purposefully cause stress to anyone within these months

you blocked me and deactivated. why?