tw // mental illness , self harm , suicide

Soon i will be permanently deactivating this acc (I already deactivated my side acc too) . I'll still be a fan of loona and kpop but more casually. I never mentioned this but I relapsed a while ago and it has not been going well.

i've made great friends on here and I love every one of you but idk if I can keep being friends outside of twitter. (ik some of yall followed me on insta but I deleted that too). My suicidal thoughts have been more frequent too and if I keep going this way I might make a second

attempt. My medication isn't working, i haven't had therapy in months and twitter has been overwhelming me. Leaving twitter and all social media behind won't make me feel better. But it will be something less on my mind.

friends too, although i like having friends i always question if they even like me and tell myself that I'm better off alone without anyone. I have pushed a lot of people out of my life and here I am doing it once again.

I'll leave my discord here but i can't guarantee I won't delete it later on. But for now discord is the only thing that stays. Isaurydlx#7768

i will probably officially deactivate tomorrow or smth.