i have to get this off my chest because it’s bothering me. sorry in advance, but when i was in the fifth grade my mother broke my arm from beating me. today i asked her why she did it and she said it was an accident. you beat me with the intent to harm me. that was no accident.
you beat me knowing what could happen. you knew that i could get hurt from your actions. and when i did get hurt, what did you do? you lied to the hospital & the entire family telling them you saved me from boiling water on the stove. i was too scared to say what really happened.
i wish back then i wasn’t brainwashed into thinking my mom’s behavior was normal and that i was a terrible child who deserved that treatment. i wish back then i wasn’t so terrified of my mother and the truth. i hate how that injury was so bad it ended my cheerleading career.
this incident affected my life emotionally and physically. it will forever. i will never forgive my mother and i have to watch everyone else have good relationships with their moms wishing that could have somehow been my life. i had to quit cheerleading as a captain.
i had to give up my starting position in basketball. it affected me in volleyball as well because i could never give 100%. after a few serves and sets, my arm would just give out and be in so much pain. i forced myself to power through it because i wanted to play so bad.
i can’t lift anything heavy because it’s too painful. you would think that my mother wouldn’t have beaten me because she’s my parent & should have loved me rather than tortured me. the most ironic part is that she did this knowing this very same arm had been broken years prior.
this very same arm broke when i was 3 after falling off the roof of my dollhouse bed; a break so bad that it needed immediate surgery. even after the operation, i needed pins in my elbow to hold the bones in place because the surgery wasn’t enough. i got them out 6 weeks later.
but yeah, my arm breaking for a second time would have never happened if she didn’t beat me. i can’t do anything anymore without being in pain and she has the nerve to say beating the shit out of me was an accident? crazy. it was not an accident. you did this to me deliberately.
end of thread, sorry i had to get this off of my chest. my mother is a lunatic, enabler, and a manipulator who should be in jail.
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