honestly delete this whole year. I haven’t travelled to outside of germany ever since the covid happened. went to the north for 5 days because I had to see the ocean. didn’t go to the mountains, didn’t go to london, didn’t have a summer

won’t go skiing this year, won’t go to london any time soon, won’t probably not go anywhere any time soon. all I do is sit at home, work, do uni and hope I won’t catch corona. my mental health is the worst and I’m slowly going insane. I need to do something

my impulse control is the worst and I have constant urges to dye or cut my hair, get a new tattoo or another piercing. I really can’t do this any longer I need to get out and away from here