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i dont know if i come off as an aggressive person in general. but i get very angry very easily and im quick to treat someone like a bitch if i perceive them as trying to aggravate me on purpose and im sorry if ive lashed out at u when you werenât trying to upset me
its a reoccurring thing for people to just.. purposefully say/do things to me that ive expressed not liking/saying or doing smth that they know will upset me before so im at a point where if you do it knowing ill get pissed im not going to be kind abt how you made me feel
shit like saying things abt my comfort characters that upsets me, repeatedly bringing up topics that borderline trigger me or just treating me like im too stupid to know abt (thing) and trying to tell me things i already know abt it. i act like i dont mind but i fucking do man
bc of things like that im sometimes mean to ppl who donât deserve it and it makes me feel bad. ik i do the whole âhaha im a bad and hateful personâ thing a lot but that doesnt mean i like being that way im this way bc i always think people are trying to make me angry for the lolz
if youve done that b4 (bc i know some of my moots have knowingly have done stuff they knew i wouldnt like for fun) dont take it personal if i get pissed at u over smth trivial but take into account that the reason i got angry over it is bc u made jokes out of my emotions before
i purposefully tone down my hostility when im talking to my friends bc im scared of saying something too mean and hurting them worse than they upset me but bc i cant express myself it just cramps more anger into my body. not very healthy methinks
and ik ppl already talk abt me behind my back which i donât rly care abt in itself bc everyone has 2 talk abt their grievances w other ppl separately sometimes(and ik some of yall gotta get away from me for a while i get it) but.. idk man. if you have problems w me talk to me too
ill delete this thread in the morning cuz its lengthy and rambley i just felt like getting this off my mind without spamming someones dms. if u read it u read it. gn
