I hate this site.

I am a physically disabled, adult college student, who up until very recently spent most of my time as a stay-at-home dad of two energetic kids. I am depressed, lonely, and covid has made it hard to make friends.

I keep coming back to twitter because it makes me feel a tiny bit less alone, but I know it isn& #39;t like having real relationships. Mostly this shit is toxic and bad - but I can& #39;t stay off because otherwise I would have no one to talk to.

My body hurts all the time, so much that I only sleep ~4 hours a night. Sleeplessness doesn& #39;t help the severe depression and anxiety. I have projects I am working on but have convinced myself no one will ever give a shit, so why try?

Will probably delete this thread because it makes me seem pathetic, but I am just tired enough, lonely enough, depressed enough to say it out loud, or whatever.

I am 31 and was told I will most likely be in a wheelchair soon.

If I had anyone else to complain too, I would.