Ok, na. I'm not letting the depression win tonight. The things it's telling me, the things it's trying to make me believe, are lies or not worth getting upset about. I'm not alone. I have friends that care about me, I have determination, I have drive. I'm done letting it rule me,
Done letting it take me over, done letting it stop me. I'm not going to lie to you and say its easy, or that it vanished, or that it'll never happened again. But I've developed mental weapons for use in this constant battle. I tweeted that I was staying off for the night, but the
Worst thing I could do is cut myself off from people that give me strength. From the people by my side. From the people who gave me the ability to fight it. I'm done just accepting that I have depression and done letting it steal my motivation, time, reason, and happiness.
Have I said the same thing 3 times in this thread? Maybe, I don't really know for sure. But what I do know is, I'm ready to fight now, to stand up for myself, to be my best self. So watch out brain, I'm coming for ya ^_^