i kinda did my pinned for myself to get comfort, to watch it whenever i need it. it’s really a comfort video for me from now on since i have such a deep connection and bond with cql and idk collecting all forms of love was really p*rsonal for me

i even tried to put fairy and jin ling there but there wasn’t any intimate scenes so i ended up with putting fairy’s pic instead ... also wanted to show jin ling and his parents & unclesdjhshjg’ relationships but again it wasn’t visible but rather shown :”” and it’s okay

what really matters to me is cql really is my comfort show and a lot of times i find myself asking if it wasn’t gay would i be able to still feel the same? maybe wouldn’t be my fav like now if it was het but definitely the family dynamics would make me love it so much in a way

and a side note is that this thread ((and many many more that i couldn’t include)) had me make a video like this since not a day goes by without me thinking about the amount of pain cql got us through!!maaan i love this show so much you have no idea https://twitter.com/yinanping/status/1303817162738540548