It& #39;s not easy to admit this publicly, but I& #39;ve been thinking about it for some time and some people agreed it would be a good idea to do so.
I ran away from a toxic household back in May after 9 years of constant abuse, and I have to choose to either pay the bills or buy food
I ran away from a toxic household back in May after 9 years of constant abuse, and I have to choose to either pay the bills or buy food
since I can& #39;t find a job that I can do and pays me enough no matter what I try. I have even considered starting an OnlyFans while I& #39;m still looking for a job, but I don& #39;t think that would really get me anywhere.
I& #39;m really ashamed to say this, but I& #39;m afraid I will probably not be able to pay for next month& #39;s internet bill (40€), and I really have no idea what I& #39;d do offline and alone all day, not to mention it& #39;s the only way I can really keep applying for any job I see.
I& #39;m still hopeful that one day I will finally be interviewed and hired, I& #39;m always looking for opportunities and I& #39;m also starting an online course in a few days (if I make the cut, that is), but it& #39;s getting increasingly difficult to get by.
I would really appreciate it if you could help me pay that bill so I can keep searching for jobs/improving my resumé, since I could use that money to get groceries. It& #39;s okay if you can& #39;t do it, you don& #39;t really have to, I know everyone& #39;s got their own problems to deal with
I& #39;m not sure I could pay it back soonish or not, or if I could pay it back at all, things aren& #39;t looking too great.
I could have posted this on my (now deactivated for good) main acc, but I decided against it because I know no one likes beggars.
I could have posted this on my (now deactivated for good) main acc, but I decided against it because I know no one likes beggars.
I& #39;ve been struggling a lot because payments keep adding up with no end in sight, and companies keep rejecting my resumés. I can only hope that online course will increase my chances a bit, because it& #39;s quite disheartening after so many weeks and it& #39;s taking a toll on me.