sometimes I worry whether people use me to get ahead because I try and be nice to everyone I come across on here - like, I love everyone here, but it is a genuine worry of mine that people are gonna stab me in the back and abandon me after they& #39;ve gotten far enough

I& #39;m sure that won& #39;t happen, but my brain be stupid and I& #39;m having one of those moments where my Rejection Sensitivity is off the charts right now

I just like helping people and caring about my friends! why is that seen as weird and/or easily abusable to some people?