sometimes I worry whether people use me to get ahead because I try and be nice to everyone I come across on here - like, I love everyone here, but it is a genuine worry of mine that people are gonna stab me in the back and abandon me after they've gotten far enough

I'm sure that won't happen, but my brain be stupid and I'm having one of those moments where my Rejection Sensitivity is off the charts right now

I just like helping people and caring about my friends! why is that seen as weird and/or easily abusable to some people?