you kin a liar character? how does it feel to switch from persona to persona? how does it feel to not know who you really are? is there really a you? or just a compilation of all the ways you act around people? why are you always paranoid? do you feel like a hypocrite sometimes?

how does it feel to be contradictory most of time, and yet even you yourself cannot stop doing it? you strive for control over a life long derailed despite knowing. you want people to understand you and yet you purposefully stray further from people

how does it feel to want to stick to something and yet always end up doing the same thing you always do? what has happened to you for the lies to fall easy from your tongue without a thought? have you lost all your guilt from the pretty words or do you still feel guilt?

do you really think it's funny when people fall for your lies or do you just force yourself to laugh at it? your lies are undoing, your unability to trust your downfall, you wish for the lies to stop, and yet they are the only one that remain consistent, the only comfort for you