how the fuck am i able to tell roger fucking waters that the fact that i thirst for him is half joking and he actually saved my gotdamn life with his music and that i know how shit feels and by producing the music he did he literally fucking kept me alive??
like seriously, i know i joke a lot about “omg roger’s so hot hfjfndj” but in all seriousness i relate to and identify with his music and message so much? im not gonna sit here and claim to understand everything he’s ever done, as i probably never will, but..,.,
like, all i wanna do is thank him. thats it. period point blank. i wanna sit down, tell him my story, and fucking thank him. i talk a lot about being like “oh id kill to have him hug me” but to just,,, thank him. that’s it. thats all i’d need.
ive tried telling him before by like, typing shit out on a thingie on his instagram, and ive had a letter written for about a year or so now that ive yet to send because i dont know what address to send it to. and in the end would it even be worth it?
would i just end up being ignored, or worse, made a fool of? ive got no idea what to even do. all i want to do is just,,, thank this dude. and to him id just be nobody, really. just another weirdo. i dont want a goddamn autograph. i dont want a hug or a handshake.
i just wanna look at him and say “thank you”. poor dude probably gets bombarded with weirdo shit all the time begging “can you sign this?” “can you look over here?” blah blah blah but just talking to him and thanking him, human to human above anything else is what matters to me.
not thanking roger waters as “omg im such a big fan” but thanking him as a person, and knowing that he’d seen it and listened? thats it bro. that’s the ultimate goal.