I think this beauty was the response I got to "you should watch the news". It went on for like 6 hours. It wasn't the first time.

It came from a relative. I thought she'd been drugged. I reached out to her bff to look out for her because I couldn't.

Key fact: it was ALL
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digital; texts and facebook msg. At the time I didn't know there was malware on all of my harddrives and someone piggybacking on my home digital connections.

*Every* communication with anyone (other than in person) was (still is) easily manipulated by god knows who or
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how many hackers. I don't have hacking skills but so wish I did, I'd have Penelope'ed my ass off.

But I was blind to it, hurt beyond comprehension by people I love. I know I'm not the only one.

New events have made some things clear, dots connected. And with that comes a
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brand new glimmer of possible "Wait! What if...". Not gonna call it "hope" yet. But it's something.

I'm miraculously still alive (with a ton of new scars) and able to think (just slower, but no one's ever call me "Flash" tbh). And I get to wish. One wish is that the person
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Who sent so many viscious words over a couple year span... didn't actually do it. Bigger wish is that including other people's similar attacks on me.

It's an actual possibility that "comcastcares" fucking confirmed yesterday. I have exactly zero idea if I'll get to find out. 5/

and I'm not hanging any hopes & dreams on it, but one missing dot in my dumb head freaking exploded this week, like a damned beacon. And that, scared reader, gives me something to keep and steal glimpses of "maybe" I (and you) have something to look forward to.
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And for those watching everything I say or do, stealing from me, fucking with my medical info? (I can actually type that out loud now, thanks to a conglomerate or two stealing/extorting like it's the coolest trend)

Somebody with authority knows Exactly who and where you
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are. Oh, and me too. Know what that means? It means the horrors in my world were/are permitted to happen because what YOU'RE doing is much bigger than me. I mean, I'm just a girl and her dog in a little house, who no one cares about. ComcastCares though. Not about me...about you.

I see I didn't properly close this thread so I'll do that on the off chance someone I care about sees this at some point.

I won't be making contact with people close to me for the near future. If I reply to their texts it'll be very short.

/Finis