I’ve been having a hard couple of days. Surgery and recovery is harder than i anticipated, and I’m having a hard time slowing down and taking the time I need.

I feel guilty for a lot—what I’m eating, how much I’m napping, how little I’m playing with buddy guy.

If it were anyone else I would say “take it easy! Let it go!” But I’m having a hard time having that much acceptance and grace for myself.

This is especially compounded by the fact that Kyle and I were on a roll with our latest fitness goals, and then I had surgery and I’m not bouncing ack as soon as I thought I would. Kyle is moving forward and I’m stuck.

Im not sure where this thread was headed, other than to say that sometimes life is really hard, and most times it’s harder/different than we anticipate. I’m working on actively telling myself that I am enough, but sometimes that’s hard.