okay only a few hours left to say bye bye to two idiots who entered my life at the right time and kind of gave me a lot of things that make me who I am today. yeah dramatic ik but probably the only two characters who gave me some sort of a rush which I’d literally crave for +

anyways I was probably at the lowest part of my life and I came on twitter during that time too and I had no idea about these fandoms and all and I see yrhpk trending I was like what? this stuff actually exists? but anyways I had just started watching yrhpk from the holi ep! +

and I thought aahh ykw? I want to tweet under this tag lmao because I just watched the episode... let’s see what happens and there! that was my twitter journey lol and now hellooo its me! . Anyways so when I say they entered my life at the right time... these two were going +

through it also and idk me and mishbir just clicked! and I started to crave to see more and more of them and bruh! it gave me some sort of a rush man.. and that rush I will miss so muchhh!!! but everyday I’d watch and just seeing them find the joy in the smallest of things +

to wondering how the heck they are holding on to hope when they’ve literally got 0 support ... everything about them individually just! like I genuinely can’t find the words man. but they made me feel too many things lmao. anyways let me talk about mishtu, honestly we would be +

here all day if I was to talk about my kid. why? because she is my kid and I ain’t giving her up for anything lmao.. even when she annoyed me...she’d always have this force of pulling me back! idk how she does it! but I just wanna say sorry to you my love, because I think I +

saw so much of me in you that I hated it when you’d do something which I’d do in irl and I didn’t want you to do that. I always expected you to do everything perfectly and I’m sorry for that. I’m sorry for at times being so moody at you for acting the way you want. and now for +

the thankyou’s. thankyou for teaching me to accept who I am.. thankyou for teaching me to wear my glasses proudly!!! most importantly, thank you for teaching me to find happiness in small moments and how to truly make them MINE! thankyou for for being you +

I could write a thesis on you but I would never be able to pin down the exact words because you are bigger than those words... so, for now I’ll end it on this... you really are a piece of my soul! I love you lots my kid; you’re doing just fine and I’m always gonna root for you! +

abir... firstly man ihy how dare you make me suffer from abiritus?! anyways apart from that... my boy you will always be special! my precious boy. ohhhh how jealous I’d be of you! I’d be jealous of that hope like.. how can someone have this much hope when everything around +

them is so shitty? you have no idea how much your 1% chance/hope made me feel so empowered! you taught me the importance of calling out what is wrong, speaking up for yourself and the importance of taking your own decisions! you had to grow up so fast and I’m so sorry for that +

you missed out on being a child.. and ik how much that heart craved to be kiddish . but I am glad that you found your angry chorni who let you be you! the way you love is beautiful let me say sorry to you too because I usually +

was blind to your pain and yeah that’s probably because I love your angry chorni LOTSSS you yourself would know why I love her to that extent but im sorry man I was quite harsh on you but hmm boy has the power to not let me be mad at him for more than 10 minutes? again +

idk how you’d do it but you, like my mishtu, had your way of dragging me back always! I love you so much and thank you for being there, you are again a piece of my soul cuz wherever mishtu goes... you go there too :”) stay ajeeb because ajeeb is the way to go! I LOVE YOU! +

next... my precious mishbir babies. the way you went from bestfriends to lovers aahhh that journey of finding home, is a journey I will keep forever. thankyou for what you gave me. I love you and I’m going to stop here because you two really bring the dramatic afrin out and I—