I& #39;m going to take a sabbatical from Twitter...maybe permanently. I& #39;ll spend the next few days pondering my future on here.

This platform is alien to me as a trans woman who is constantly struggling to find her voice on a hostile platform...

/1
...and to form lasting friendships with those she had originally liked and respected.

I& #39;m more than aware of my being a pain in some of your asses, and won& #39;t apologize for only being human. I know now some of you aren& #39;t crazy about transgender people...

/2
...so I& #39;m cutting those of you loose. The pesky trans won& #39;t bother you anymore. So long. Adios. I& #39;m angry at myself for not seeing this shit sooner.

I alienated myself from the trans Twitter for their own ambivalence about me and the endless parade of self-centeredness...

/3
I wasn& #39;t finding the support or the friendship I needed from them. It was the worst experience I& #39;ve had on social media. This is just a continuation of it...and I& #39;m very discouraged from seeking trans friends here and outside Twitter now...

/4
...I did cling to hope that cisgender women would accept me as a woman, a sister, and a friend instead.

Wrong again, Clarissa ! You were fooled by some really good actors and you bought and ate the bullshit you were served. Shame on me for being so fucking stupid...

/5
...I& #39;m frustrated ! I& #39;m sad and I& #39;m heartbroken ! My leaps of faith didn& #39;t pay off...and I need to break this cycle somehow...and I will. Just need the courage.

I& #39;ve made a few good friends, but lost so many more. I& #39;ve been lied to so often by people, it& #39;s a world record...

/6
...Some of you are probably laughing harder at this thread than anything else I& #39;ve posted. Come on ! Get it out of your system. Have a good hearty, belly laugh...then unfollow me. I& #39;m tired of performing tricks for you like a trained chimp.

I tried to fucking hard. No more!
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