AWAKE : BTS (방탄 소년단 )
Writer(s): Slow Rabbit, Jin, J-Hope, June, Pdogg, Rap Monster, "Hitman" Bang
Album: Wings
Year: 2016

(disclaimer: this is based entirely on my interpretation)
(vdos and imgs belong 2 their original possessors)
introduction:
AWAKE, in the wings shortfilm basically highlights on Jin both in reality and BU
AWAKE doesn't have a very happy vibe to it because this also gives us an insight to how Jin has struggled and treated- which also might have left an impression on him.
AWAKE is the WINGS SHORT FILM #7 based on Herman Hesse's book: Demian.
but i felt the song also closely resembles what the member might have gone through in his life as a singer.
kim seokjin, has been put down a lot of times because of many reasons. but amidst all these, in his heart, his happy soul tells his tormented soul that he believes he can climb every mountain in this drastic land, "he can achieve everything, because this is something he can do"
+ in his heart he feels the eternal desire to remain where he is, to dream more- to aim higher than he does even when a part of him asks him to give up. two minds working together.
+ one asking him to buck up and tie his shoes for he has a long way to go and struggle. the other is asking him to give up, life would be peaceful then.
its like two different personas inside him- one asks him to stop, another asks him to keep moving on.
SJ didn't know singing or dancing previously, for he majored in acting, when he joined BH- ngl this song is very special to me because i had faces similar allegations about my voice and was compelled to leave music, something which I had learnt for 10 years.
+ the only diff. is that SJ didn't give up. Awake, instigates a fire in the hearts of people like me or even you who have been constantly tormented and demoralised by people.
+ in AWAKE you're asked to Wake up. Wake up and sit, without crying and struggle because even mountaineers struggled to reach the top to fetch the most beautiful flower. if you don't struggle, that flower is far beyond your reach.
+ its your and his truth. you'll be looked down upon by a lot of people who'll give u cuts nd wounds nd bruises all over your bodies ...
that's the fate. that's how you have to deal with it.

when mountaineers climb a mountain, their hands n legs get bruised terribly-
+ which is again incomparable to the joy he finds when he fetches the flower.
its not like everyone is born with talents, most of you have to acquire that. you need to struggle and fight back at every wall that's raised at you. this is what "the happy soul" of SJ tells him.
+U need too fight, accepting the truth that you life ain't any highway. remember, driving in a highway is always simple- you don't understand the speed and regulations most of the time but when you drive on a crooked road, you get to know many essential things-
+required to be taken care of, which the lavish highway wouldn't let you do. similarly in a life you will have to struggle and be brave because life isn't a highway, its a crooked road in a dark night.
+refers to the times when SJ was often compared with other artists even the members, who are the most dearest to him. he tells it to the people who have always looked down upon him but with a softness. its no hate thing. its just pure softness through which he tells them that +
+"i might not be as successful as my members you are comparing me to. or other artists to whom i am compared too... but i have the wings, i want to fly, even there's no guarantee that i'll fly high to touch the sky, but i'll stretch my hands out even if i am near the sky+
to touch it. I'll try my best. Even if i am breathless, I'll ask my tiresome self to run a bit more - just a little bit more, which might give me something i have always longed for".
+in the AWAKE short film, there were six lily petals that SJ had placed on the floor, but him burning those petals have no relation with my interpretation because those are related to the original Demian theory, on which WINGs is based.
+this road is dark and long with thorns and he has to keep walking. SJ has spent happy times with the six members (the 6 flower petals). The happy times cannot recognize this Jin who is walking like a nomad in this unending dark desert named struggle, and wonder if he's really ok
+ Seokjin is the oldest member, oldest the pillar to everything. tough times make everyone go through terrible existential crisis. (the center of the six petals)
+he is afraid to move, afraid to spread his wings, afraid to run because with each step the bruises and scar might attack him again. SJ absorbs all the pain of both the member's and his own, he doesn't let the member's feel any bit of discomfort under his loving shade.
+just like the moon that never lets the earth remain dark in its presence. SJ holds the six petals tightly in his arms, shielding them from every attack and taking all pains on himself. he knows the road is long n tiresome n dark, he keeps on walking on the road of struggle.
+he protects the members like his own body parts and keeps them away from every adversity flung at them. he takes in all the pain, but inside he is sad. he maybe be smiling and making you smile - but even that person has a melancholy side, which isn't shown to a lot.
+ he knows that its his fate, he has to struggle to get up on his feet for the six petals that he has preserved.
he could have easily given up thinking that - "my fate will only yield thorns and shrubs and bruises and scars" but he didn't. He still wants to struggle, to fight.
+against all the odds that lay before him. for the six petals and the stem that holds the flower.
he embraces the ideal that he might not be successful like the other petals but he will try his best at all costs, to stretch out and try to touch the limitless sky.
+it says that its time for him as well as us who think we aren't capable of smth. to wake up from our illusions and stop crying for the scars inflicted upon us. we have to find a solution to it. maybe that's the truth, & u hv to work hard 2 recover+
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