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love is not enough and that is why everything is awful
tryin real hard to not let things get to me right now bc i’ve had a good day despite the reminders but fuck man i’m on my period and i’m lonely and i just wish that people could be better
i’ve been doin SO WELL with my mental state and understanding that things aren’t meant to be the way i want them to be and actually working on NOT wanting them to be that way anymore and then boom, here’s a sad dream and also ur gonna hear his voice for the first time in a month
i’m just like.........why.....? like why??? can’t i be happy for longer than a few weeks?? why do i have to be reminded that shit doesn’t work out just bc you want them to and people can’t be better just because you ask them to?? like why can’t love just. be enough
BUT ALAS i am Fine and i love my Family and i love mySelf and i understand that things are getting better and i am healing and today is just a setback and tomorrow will be better
I DUNNO SHOULD I LIKE LET MYSELF BE SAD SHOULD I PUT SAD MUSIC AND READ POETRY AND GET IT OUT OR WILL DWELLING ON IT MAKE IT WORSE WHAT DO I DO FKDKKDMCMS HELP I WANT TO INDULGE IT BUT IM SCARED DOING SO WILL SET ME BACK EVEN FURTHER
imma just try to sleep i think that will help a lot im gonna put some nice soft asmr on where they tell me they love me and then i will sleep and have good dreams and wake up to a new day where i can clean the kitchen and make my family happy and everything will be good again
GOODNIGHT FRIENDS I LOVE U PLS DONT READ THIS THREAD DONT PERCEIVE ME THANK U MUAH MUAH
