Thread. Right at the morning, but I need to evacuate. Really
So since I'm alone at my apartment I thought that my life would have been better, that I would be happier... Actually, it's the contrary. I'm constantly feeling down, even if most of the time I try to don't think about.

Being alone in an apartment which is more or less only a room is horrible. I have an office, a bed, and that's all. Even the fact that being alone, I often like to be alone, but here... I don't see anyone and it makes me almost crying everyday..

Also, as I'm someone very shy, making new friends is really a challenge for me. Which leads at the fact that it's almost one month now that I'm at uni and I still don't have any friends... Maybe it will come with time but I'm losing hope

In addition, I very often see my friends chilling together without me. I try to take on myself and to accept that, because everyone is free on their life, but it's hard. I can easily feel let down... But also I'm shy so I don't really ask anyone for doing stuff...

As I said I accept (at least I try the most as I can) to see my friends chilling with others, but I would appreciate to play at games, or just having calls, just once sometimes. It's true that I don't really ask in my side, but idk I'm feeling weirdly intrusive when I ask...

The Combination of all of this makes that I'm currently in an horrible feeling and Idk what I can do and how I can feeling better... I hate saying it, but I definitely need help or I won't be able to go through this very tough moment...

Sorry for the hot take at 6:30AM but I needed to evacuate everything I can feel... Thanks in advance at everyone who will read that

(This thread will be pinned until I feel better. It can takes 3 days or 8 months so)