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Thread. Right at the morning, but I need to evacuate. Really
So since I& #39;m alone at my apartment I thought that my life would have been better, that I would be happier... Actually, it& #39;s the contrary. I& #39;m constantly feeling down, even if most of the time I try to don& #39;t think about.
So since I& #39;m alone at my apartment I thought that my life would have been better, that I would be happier... Actually, it& #39;s the contrary. I& #39;m constantly feeling down, even if most of the time I try to don& #39;t think about.
Being alone in an apartment which is more or less only a room is horrible. I have an office, a bed, and that& #39;s all. Even the fact that being alone, I often like to be alone, but here... I don& #39;t see anyone and it makes me almost crying everyday..
Also, as I& #39;m someone very shy, making new friends is really a challenge for me. Which leads at the fact that it& #39;s almost one month now that I& #39;m at uni and I still don& #39;t have any friends... Maybe it will come with time but I& #39;m losing hope
In addition, I very often see my friends chilling together without me. I try to take on myself and to accept that, because everyone is free on their life, but it& #39;s hard. I can easily feel let down... But also I& #39;m shy so I don& #39;t really ask anyone for doing stuff...
As I said I accept (at least I try the most as I can) to see my friends chilling with others, but I would appreciate to play at games, or just having calls, just once sometimes. It& #39;s true that I don& #39;t really ask in my side, but idk I& #39;m feeling weirdly intrusive when I ask...
The Combination of all of this makes that I& #39;m currently in an horrible feeling and Idk what I can do and how I can feeling better... I hate saying it, but I definitely need help or I won& #39;t be able to go through this very tough moment...
Sorry for the hot take at 6:30AM but I needed to evacuate everything I can feel... Thanks in advance at everyone who will read that 
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(This thread will be pinned until I feel better. It can takes 3 days or 8 months so)
