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The internalised transphobia really be ruining my sleep
The internalised transphobia really be ruining my sleep
Like,,, I’m just sitting here thinking about every single time I’ve felt like—
Why would people try and date me when there’s cis men.
Why would people try and date me when there’s cis men.
LIKE I KNOW THATS A BAD THOUGHT BUT—
My brain literally goes “compare urself to a ‘real man’ n ur nothing lol” or “ppl just view u as woman u idiot”
My brain literally goes “compare urself to a ‘real man’ n ur nothing lol” or “ppl just view u as woman u idiot”
I genuinely can’t control it? Like my self worth is on the floor anyway but ever since coming out I’ve just been haunted by the idea of being 
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L I don’t fit with cis men; I’m not a woman either, so I’m in this neither category and it’s so dysphoria inducing
I feel I’ll always be lacking and it’s so frustrating because if I genuinely care and love someone I become scared that I’ll be dropped randomly
I feel I’ll always be lacking and it’s so frustrating because if I genuinely care and love someone I become scared that I’ll be dropped randomly
It’s happened before that people have just dipped on me and like now I feel like they’ll leave bc I’m not https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken">enoughhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken">
Genuinely don’t know what to do and this is the first time I’m able to articulate this properly,,,
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I need my therapist
Anyway I might delete this thread when I wake up tomorrow if I remember bc ppl are gonna read it and confront me and I will want to https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken">d * ehttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken">
