All the reasons I talk about my problems and mental health with no one, a thread

A constant never ending fear of emotional rejection by other people despite other people being nothing but kind and supportive towards me

Feeling like my emotional issues will become a burden to other people

Another constant fear of not being taking seriously because I make jokes insulting myself all the time

Admitting to anyone else and especially myself that there is something wrong with me is scary so I opt to just not acknowledge there is something wrong and hope it just goes away

Another constant fear that my mental health problems will be blamed on my ADD and I will be forced to take medication for ADD instead of seeing a therapist

Making this thread to let y'all know to not be me and please for the love of god talk about your mental health with someone even though saying that makes me a bit of a hypocrite but it's whatever, I care way more about you than I care about myself

Also typing out my problems and at least acknowledging them at least helps a little idk I do not get it either