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You know I may be disturbingly and out of control mentally ill and absolutely fucked up with enough issues that the psychs yesterday wanted to take me on just out of fucking interest in the case and I may live in a daily hell but I feel like I keep ignoring some really
important things in my life, idk if that’s the depression, the memory loss from the psychosis or the pills, or whatever it is but I have to keep reminding myself. I live in a beautiful city in a beautiful country with good people. I have my family, who makes headass mistakes
and who I sometimes hate still trying to help me. They have fingers in every pie (as all Eastern Europeans do) and can and have gotten me incredibly important and helpful connections in all walks of life. I have my childhood friends here who love to go out with me still. I can
ride again on quality horses with an excellent trainer. I have a beautiful peaceful apartment to call my own with plenty of room and as far as I can tell so far - a really really nice landlady and her son who also helps out. I am getting care from the best medical teams in
the country. I have gotten some of my vices seriously under control even if others have reared their ugly heads. And I’ve managed to escape the hell that was living with my dad everyday, and now we can more peacefully communicate. My psychotic episodes are farther and farther
apart and even tho my ED is flourishing that team is now there to support me. And most importantly my passport is coming back in December so I can start traveling to all the amazing places that are finally within my reach again. I really needed this thread to remind me this isnt
intended to be a flex .. I needed a reminder so Shane get your head out of your ass and look around. You went through hell to get here and you’re gonna keep going. For the sake of it all. Keep your eyes on the moon and stars theres goodness still to come.
