so I recently found out I was pregnant. I’m not in any position to have a child (for many reasons) and I had an abortion. this is really hard for me to talk about but I wanted to talk about it bc I wanted to remind other women who have had one that they’re allowed to grieve -

- it was the hardest decision I’ve ever had to make. I absolutely hate myself for it and I don’t need anyone else judging me. but the difficult part is grieving. it’s feeling like you’re not allowed to grieve bc it was your “choice” -

- it’s feeling like you failed as a person and that you’re a selfish human being. I’m talking about it bc I’m sure there’s someone out there that needs to hear it. you’re allowed to grieve, you’re allowed to feel any way you feel right now

today is the day I talk about it and I feel better for it. today is the day I allow myself to grieve. today is the day I let go of all the anger. (hopefully)