Noone asked for this but here& #39;s a thread of the things each of my best friends did that contributed to my ED...

BF 1 (2007-2018)

Would constantly call me "cubby" and say I have "puppy fat". Always made a big deal about how I ate more than he did and how he was so "cute and smol uwu"

But he moved away for college so he& #39;s pretty much gone now

BF 2 (2018-Current)

I often tell her what I& #39;ve eaten and she& #39;ll say shit like "there& #39;s no fruit and veg in that" or "that& #39;s a lot of carbs" which doesn& #39;t sound like it should be a big deal but those made me regret eating at all those days :)

BF 3 (2015-Current)

Calls herself fat even though she& #39;s skinny as hell. Like if you& #39;re fat then the fuck do you think about me??

I told her about my ED and said not to tell anyone especially not BF4 and the first thing she did was tell BF4

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BF4 (2005-Current)

Is Skinner and prettier than me but constantly calls herself ugly and fat. Like I know it& #39;s not her fault that she has low self esteem issues but like ahh it made me feel awful
She also has an ED (ana) and is way thinner than me and eats like 200cals a day..

...so being BFs wit her always makes me feel super invalid

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Edit: I know none of them had any bad intentions with their words as most didnt/don& #39;t know about my ED but they still hurt and effected me really badly

Especially since they were coming from the people I loved the most in the world