thinking but 2019 was really such a peak iz year,,,, i met so many characters that mean the world to me now like ;w;;;;
iâm going to list them one by one bc im emo so like hello ryuji nation 
technically i could count him as a 2018 fave bc i started p5 in 2018 but hmfbbdks he took up the whole first half of 2019 i love him so much everything about him is perfect to me also ryuji manjuu my baby


my ryuji braincell has cooled a lot now but the way he just lights up my life,,,, heâs so loud and passionate and stupid and lovable and kind-hearted and driven and just so realistic you canât help but feel so much for him bc he feels so much for everyone around him too ..... a
2019 is also the year i got a lot more into shinymas so 

it took me a while to finally settle on producing chiyuki but she has been my whole LIFE i have written so much about how much of a fantastic character she is and cried over also her struggle with expressing herself,,



it just makes me as her producer want to be able to support her with everything iâve got so she can shine as her brightest self on stage,,,, also i love the whole shinymas cast to BITS kogane fuyu sakuyan mano & the osaki twins all mean so much to me too 


then if ryuji took up the first half of 2019 it is no secret that dimitri took up the second half weghdjdnsjk
likewise i have shut up about him now thankfully but everything about him spoke to me so intensely and the blue lions route literally consumed my life

dimitri is just such a richly written character itâs impossible not to fall in love with him,,, how he carries himself with such poise but is burdened with so much trauma and guilt and regret,,,, brb burying myself in my tears
also sylvain is neat or whatever
also sylvain is neat or whatever

and then swsh kicked me in the ass this thread is specifically thanks to hop and how much i adore him...... i had to start swsh late bc of # exams and there was so much hate on hop already and i was like whatever until i played the game and met hop and my heart broke into PIECES
his inferiority complex and insecurities is so so deep and itâs just heartbreaking to see him not recognise how much of a hero he actually is,,, the whole journey heâs so incredibly selfless and supportive and kind i just want to pat his head and tell him heâs my hero too 




in conclusion [gathers all my faves in my arms] i love them do not be mean to them or i will Come