My IQ in Super Smash Bros is less than the ratio of 1 to every grain of sand on Earth, raised to the power of the number of atoms in the universe, factorial.

I am not having a good day... Beyond the shiny Yanma in GO earlier

My existence is merely a handicap to all those I have and ever will meet. I have never felt a sense of self-hatred as much as I have today. I will never improve in the games I play, even though I try to improve. I have a lack of skill in everything

I understand that pretty much nobody will see this, and even if they do, I doubt that what I have posted on this twitter account, and what I will post here and on my youtube channel I just began posting to...

I have not had too much happiness, beyond the first few minutes of playing Steve today... Some other happiness sources I have was the Shinies I have gotten in Pokemon recently with my Articuno, Sobble, Slowpoke, Yanma, Vulpix, and many more I got recently.

I have been happy, because of some people I watch through twitch and the highlights. They help me through the issues I have, and I can never thank them enough for what they've done to improve my life.

I always feel like my life is devoid of happiness and interest, and that I live one of the most boring lives possible, which I don't, but I have a very low mental state that allows for that.

I feel like I may be wasting my time writing this thread that barely anyone will see and/or care about, but I feel like me venting may help me. At some point, someone may help with this, but it's very unlikely to happen.

I have problems with a lot of things. I can't make friends easily, I'm not attractive, I may never have someone closer than my friends I do have, I have trust issues because of a "friend" I have had for 5 and a half years, who was the ultimate asshole.

Another reason why I feel like I am extremely insignificant is that I have some followers on twitter, but a good chunk of those are my friends, but I barely ever get attention to my posts.

When writing this thread, I keep thinking that I'm trying to get attention and build a following, but this entire thread is just a call for help.