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PLEASE be careful about who you accept into your community and the communities you join. people do not always have your best interests at heart, and will manipulate/use you to get what they want from you.
tl/dr;
*this is hard to discuss, please bear with me*
- we met on twitter, I was looking for a friend in a looking for mutual post and he dm'd me
- I was going through a very toxic breakup and in a vulnerable place
- I was trying to find a new friend group to feel accepted in
*this is hard to discuss, please bear with me*
- we met on twitter, I was looking for a friend in a looking for mutual post and he dm'd me
- I was going through a very toxic breakup and in a vulnerable place
- I was trying to find a new friend group to feel accepted in
- I wanted to feel part of something, I wanted to feel important, he invited me into his community and made me feel very safe
- we hung out, spent a lot of time together, I was happy with what we had
- we hung out, spent a lot of time together, I was happy with what we had
- he began pressuring me to date him, I expressed I wasn't ready to make that commitment and needed to heal. this happened twice. he was pressuring me to commit to him while talking to/sexting other girls behind my back. why??
- he used the fact that we were in a public chat to manipulate and guilt my friends into convincing me to date him, we were all very uncomfortable
- he tried to tell me that I needed to spend more time with him and not my friends, would get defensive when they showed me love
- he tried to tell me that I needed to spend more time with him and not my friends, would get defensive when they showed me love
- he kept trying to isolate me from my friends and would only address them if it benefitted him (she needs to go to bed, she doesn't need to talk to you/she needs to spend time with me, trying to control what I was doing in my own server, watching me in voice chats)
- he never apologized to me. "sorry, just block me and move on bc you don't deserve to be hurt by me anymore" is not a genuine apology. banning me and the others you hurt and making a manipulative announcement about how you're going to therapy isn't an apology
- he shows no remorse, he manipulates the situation to make himself look like he is sorry for what he's done, yet he hasn't acknowledged what he's done wrong or given any of us a real apology
- I don't want to see him continue to use his platform to manipulate people anymore
- I don't want to see him continue to use his platform to manipulate people anymore
Josh, take some time to reflect and show that you mean it. take some time off from streaming and focus on yourself. do the things you're promising everyone that you're going to do. don't continue to use your platform in such a malicious way @SquhdeTTV
