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ever since this morning my life literally went down hill. my mom went to my school because i havent been able to get onto math class and they said i have to go in person which really makes me scared bc its a new school and idk anyone-

and with all the masks and shit im like so nervous lmao and im not comfy with all this corona stuff going on so i have to go to school in person which sucks :/

2nd thing is i just realise how lonely ill be in school because i have anxiety and idk how im gonna talk to people im probably just like tense up ahah and like being an only child is lonely too you miss out on so much shit in life not having a silbing to hang out with

another thing i don’t appreciate people calling me a liar because it makes me feel really shitty as a person and i dont think anyone wants to feel like that. especially since when i open up to people about my father (i might explain in this thread) they always think im lying

but also being called that and other shit in dms with death threats (which happened when i was literally defending wilbur about the among us color) makes me feel even worse about myself and im just being pushed to the limit to off myself but i feel nobody on here would care-

-because they are just strangers on the internet who are probably just lying through a screen half the time so yeah. im trying to avoid the feeling for my irl (who i love deeply if you see this ilysm) and i think she wouldnt appreciate if i did any of that