It& #39;s 13 October, the day I lost my incredible mum one year ago. I’m feeling quite numb but truthfully it’s been the most testing & difficult 12 months of my life. No pain will ever compare to that of losing the one who raised you

IDC if anyone reads this thread but I’m sharing for my own healing. There hasn’t been a single day where I haven’t thought of mum. Time doesn’t heal but makes the pain more bearable. Some days are better than others. Many are joyful and happy. Other days, I cry before I sleep

I still remember speaking to her the night before she was admitted to hospital. We joked and laughed over a pizza. I would never have imagined that 24 hours later that would& #39;ve been be our final ever conversation...

If I just knew, there was so many things I would have said to you. I would have thanked you for the unconditional love and warmth, the sacrifices, and for raising me so well. I would have apologised for every time I was disrespectful or hurt your heart.