Thread by @MG__394, 4 months buddy...I still remember the day clearly. It all happened so [...]

4 months buddy...I still remember the day clearly. It all happened so fast.
You suddenly came into my life out of nowhere and said "chill time& #39;s over. Now it& #39;s time for the big cause. Prepare yourself."
I couldn& #39;t understand why all of a sudden I felt this deep connection..
(1/n)

with you. I didn& #39;t even know you properly. I was studying the whole night between 13th n 14th. I slept at 10am and got up at 2. Checked my phone. My friend had messaged on the group: Sushant Singh Rajput committed suicide.
"Wait...what? No no. Something& #39;s wrong" I thought.
(2/n)

"The Chhichore guy?", I replied in the group. I had recently watched your film.
I switched on the news channel. The headlines read what I dreaded. You were gone. For real. My mom asked what happened. "WAIT MOM! SEE WHAT HAPPENED." I had secret tears in my eyes. How? I asked
(3/n)

A slight pain was emerging from within. I paid no heed.
"It& #39;ll pass. He is just an actor. So many died," I thought.
It didn& #39;t you know. I am still living that moment. The moment of denial.
My sweet sweet & #39;Chhichore guy& #39;. You made me fall in love with you after you were gone.
(4)

That day I discussed nepotism with my friend. My mom said it could be a murder too you know...
I prayed ever since, "I hope it& #39;s murder. I hope it& #39;s murder."
I could not bear the fact that you were in so much pain that you took your own life. It broke me. Or so I thought.
(5/n)

Actually, it was breaking you. And you were resisting me from believing what was shown. "No I didn& #39;t. I didn& #39;t take my life. I won& #39;t do that. Look at me. Know me. Know me and you& #39;ll knowing did not do it."
For the first few weeks, I went on the balcony everyday. To meet you
(6/n)

To meet you and apologise, that we as humankind were incapable of protecting you, God& #39;s child. I was so sorry.
Yes, you had become a special human to me way before. I listened to your song sitting in the balcony at night, looking up at the stars. Feeling your divinity.
(7/n)

I followed all the leads and updates on your case. I prayed and wished I could do something for you. I wished I were a part of your journey.
And one day you granted me that wish. "You want to fight for me, here& #39;s your chance."
Somewhere away from my life, a war had already begun

And now you gave me the opportunity. I resisted. I hesitated a 1000 times. And I went with my heart and took it.

And now, here I am. Thank you for finding me worthy to serve you and your cause. Guide me, Beloved, and make sure I do no wrong. I& #39;ll fight for you till the end.
(9)

I& #39;ll not let you down. Ever. I may just have an atomic role in this huge revolution of yours, this plan of God. But thank you for giving me that honour.
I will always love you. I loved you then, unknowingly.

And now I& #39;ll love you forever,
To my Chhichore Guy

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