Iam writing my heart out.. please give it a positive read. I remember on 13th of June, i was watching NDA (final)passing out parade, i was happy and sad on the other hand, happy for thise who passed it and felt happy for their parents and Indian Army. Sad for the reason that i +

I was not able to join it, (NDA,not for girls) and i missed my part to join AFMC(Armed forces Medical College). I was extremely sad and i.was crying all night, although i was reading and following NDA pages on Instagram, i was crying at that night while reading the appreciation++

Messages... I remember, at 1:00-1:30am around, i sent a message (photo) to my mom, it was written "Tommorow God is going to Surprise you"so I shared it on Whatsapp with my mom, little did i know that this message was going to change it's meaning... On 14th Ju!e, at afternoon+

(i don't remember the timings) i was studying, i clearly remember that i was reading Blood circulation chapter, at around 2:00pm (not sure) my mom turned On TV, i saw him on TV, the first thing i said "ye kya ho hya mummy,ye to bahut young tha". I tried to change channels, just++

to confirm the news, tbh, i didn't follow Sush at that time, so i knew very less about him, infact nothing. But i was damn sure on this statement"YE NEWS GALAT HAI". My brother also came at that time (he was out side)he came and was shocked, he said "YE TO BAHUT ACCHA BANDA THA"+

And that was the time when i realised and/ confirmed, there's something wrong. My Mom was crying, while.i was trying to hide my emotions... At night, we all cried. And that was the biggest worse part of 2020. My father called my mom and asked (although he isn't interested in ++

Actors..) "Ye kya hua uss hero ko,.BAHUT SAMJHDAAR THA". Mom, was almost to cry, our neighbour (who is 80y/o) came to our.home.and she was crying infront of us, she just blessed him and said "ITNA PYAARA BACCHA". BUT NOW, i want people to remember him as a HERO and a FIGHTER

And indeed i was/is... I know, this is gonna be tough for all SSRians, but let's celebrate him, he was unique, let's spread his love to others as well,

The fight is still long and i know that we all are together in this, i want all SSRians to be strong (specially today) there's a mann ki baat too today, we have to make our voice count. Sush is immortal, "WO TAB TAK JINDA RAHEGA JAB TAK HUM USSE ZINDA RAKHENGE". He was a+

God's Child, uske bhagwaan uske saath kuch galat nahi hone denge.. just be strong and be proud to be called as his "BOT"... . SENDING love to all out there (SSRians) who are reading this.