The idea of me being popular scares me somewhat, and like, I feel like people somehow get the wrong idea despite me explaining how much I get stressed out over just trying to interact with a lot of people

I think i just wanna establish this right now just to kinda, clarify things

So, I work in food service. I work, usually 5~6 days a week for 6~8 hours a day. These shifts are usually closing shifts. So I usually get home around midnight. I'm not someone who falls asleep-

Right away so it usually takes me a while to do so. On top of that I usually like to get a lot of sleep so that way I could have just an ounce of patience to deal with coworkers and customers.

With that being said,

Generally when I'm awake, I barely have any energy to just do the things that i wanna do for myself. And a lot of the time I feel bad because I'm usually too tired to do things with other people.

I wanted to make this thread because I feel like some people get the wrong idea, and kinda think that I just don't wanna talk because I'm too good for them or something, when it's quite the opposite. I'm honestly just a normal person,

And I don't mind when people reach out to talk to me.

Something I kinda also wanna bring up is the idea of just following each other. I have friends who I talk to sometimes who don't follow me on here, and I have mutuals who I don't talk to, some who I do want to but just havent

Whatever that case may be, just because we aren't mutuals doesn't mean we aren't friends in any way. Generally I don't want to see stuff I don't like on my timeline so, yeah.

Sometimes I don't follow someone because I'm just not interested in what they post. There are some people who post like, pretty right wing political stuff that I just, don't wanna see at all, even just stuff that I disagree with, I don't wanna see