Type’s pride and stubborn attitude tend to drive people away. When even the ever-understanding Techno has enough and leaves, Type grows utterly dejected. And that’s the exact moment when Tharn arrives. #TharnTypeTheSeries #TTAnalysisEP4 #MewGulf
Type becomes afraid because he knows his roommate must have already learned about the whole debacle. However, instead of blaming Type or telling him what he should do, Tharn asks him whether he’s okay and how he can help him and that makes Type actually confide in someone
for the first time since the scandal began and let out everything he kept bottled up until now, all the frustration, anger, worries and pain. It’s telling that it’s Tharn of all people who has this effect on him, this person he claims to hate, and no one else.
He slowly starts unburden himself in front of Tharn and when he asks Tharn on whose side he is, deep down, he wishes this man were on his side but at the same time Type is almost daring him to say what a terrible person Type is because deep down Type hates and blames himself.
When he sighs that he deserves everything that’s happening for insulting Tharn, it’s so forlorn and resigned and vulnerable. Tharn’s heart is literally breaking for him here. I don’t say it often enough but these two actors have been firing all cylinders in the acting department
since the very beginning, especially Gulf Kanawut. Unlike most BL drama, these two are genuine actors not a couple of pretty boys looking cute and reciting their lines.
It’s such a little moment, barely noticeable, but so damn significant because when Tharn catches Type’s arms, Type does’t even flinch or try to get away from it, instead he basically warns Tharn that it’s his touch, not Tharn’s, that is toxic
and that’s the complete reversal of everything Type’s being saying until recently, all that homophobic talk. He’s basically saying to Tharn that he is the one who is bad, not him and that he doesn’t deserve his kindness.
Of course, he asks Tharn to make everyone straight. It’s almost as if Type wanted Tharn to hate him, constantly wondering how he can be so nice to him when he keeps being so mean.Tharn’s smile is so sad and resigned because he can never change that part of himself, even for Type,
it would be like carving his own heart out or cutting off his legs, It’s an integral piece of him and he doesn’t even want to because when he tells Type that he will always like men, he is talking about Type and that's something he doesn’t ever want to give up.
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