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I& #39;m going to need a lifetime of help after the year i& #39;ve had, and i apologize for erratic behavior on twitter and the coming-and-going of so many people. Life can be really cruel and unforgiving but by the grace of Christ we have a purpose at the end of it all at least.
Its funny months later i still don& #39;t really know what words to use to articulate how i feel and what i wanna say.
I miss someone that& #39;s awful for me, I& #39;m still not sure how to process the loss of my father and how it happened, among so many other things..
I miss someone that& #39;s awful for me, I& #39;m still not sure how to process the loss of my father and how it happened, among so many other things..
Yet just having a Christian community on here and youtube to some extent, as an escape every day from the daily agonizing life, has helped more than i can put into words.
Though i& #39;ve grown enough to know i won& #39;t miss it when it& #39;s gone. Just another phase in life.
Though i& #39;ve grown enough to know i won& #39;t miss it when it& #39;s gone. Just another phase in life.
Honestly, anyone that& #39;s seeing my twitter and hasn& #39;t met Jesus Christ, you& #39;d literally be saving your life if you gave him and God a chance. If you already know him and still choose your sin, it& #39;s not too late to repent and be better. Take self responsibility.
Never believe you& #39;re "Fine" and "know what you& #39;re doing", that& #39;s a self deception and very foolish. I& #39;ll never forget experiencing this firsthand and having Jesus get me out of the friendship where this was taking place. I& #39;m free from this mindset.
But i don& #39;t believe i& #39;ll ever fully live happy knowing that person, last i knew them, chose their sin over Christ& #39;s forgiveness. Last i knew them, i& #39;ll never be forgiven for what i did wrong. But i forgive them. That& #39;s the lesson i needed to learn.
Even thinking about them puts me in a place where i start to fall back onto old sin i now hate and want to fully be rid of.. Today i had to finally get serious about fully separating them from my life, no prayer.
Which is why i feel lead to make this thread. Repentance and knowing you have problems and flaws is no joke, It& #39;s why so many churches are lukewarm. It takes real maturity and closeness to Jesus to make these changes.
Removing people from your life that separate you from God, Stopping things you spent years on that do not glorify God and separate you from him, Getting rid of media you like, it& #39;s all very difficult when you& #39;re stuck to your sin and feel comfortable with it.
I was gas lit about this fact, and in love at the same time, and Jesus was having none of that. I let this person tell me that i was wrong, and that the walk wasn& #39;t worth getting rid of what they and myself were into at the time.
I& #39;m never letting someone or something get in between me and Christ ever again, no matter what. I recommend you all do the same and re evaluate what you let into your life. None of what we have is worth potentially sending us to hell.
