Yo, I had a huge revelation of how to switch everything I do in my closeted situation and I feel so happy.

For the first time, I& #39;m not gonna change for the better for my family

I& #39;m gonna make things better for me, which will help everyone else!

I& #39;m not gonna give in to so many toxic behaviors that I& #39;ve been given and consumed by them to the point of being part of the toxicity anymore.

I& #39;m gonna eat better. I& #39;m gonna think of what I say more. I& #39;m just gonna be better.

What I learned is that improvement starts with me.

If Im gonna be stuck where I am, I might as well make it the best I& #39;m capable of!

But throughout the whole thing, I& #39;m not gonna do it as Keyndid anymore, even if they& #39;ll never know for a long while.

I& #39;m gonna do it for who I always was to who I know and love.

As Kandy! https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="❤️" title="Rotes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Rotes Herz">

Gonna be bookmarking this thread so that I can remind myself what I& #39;m doing this for. It& #39;s gonna be difficult and probably emotionally tiring. But I know it& #39;ll be worth it.

A better me can basically effect everyone, online and offline.

I can do it, I have to.

I& #39;m emotional as fuck right now, but I& #39;m so so happy that I& #39;m figuring this all out. That I don& #39;t have to feel like shit in the closet. This closet is gonna have holes in them. I& #39;m gonna make sure you& #39;ll still see me when I& #39;m in hiding. Almost like there& #39;ll be no difference!!!