Yo, I had a huge revelation of how to switch everything I do in my closeted situation and I feel so happy.

For the first time, I'm not gonna change for the better for my family

I'm gonna make things better for me, which will help everyone else!

I'm not gonna give in to so many toxic behaviors that I've been given and consumed by them to the point of being part of the toxicity anymore.

I'm gonna eat better. I'm gonna think of what I say more. I'm just gonna be better.

What I learned is that improvement starts with me.

If Im gonna be stuck where I am, I might as well make it the best I'm capable of!

But throughout the whole thing, I'm not gonna do it as Keyndid anymore, even if they'll never know for a long while.

I'm gonna do it for who I always was to who I know and love.

As Kandy!

Gonna be bookmarking this thread so that I can remind myself what I'm doing this for. It's gonna be difficult and probably emotionally tiring. But I know it'll be worth it.

A better me can basically effect everyone, online and offline.

I can do it, I have to.

I'm emotional as fuck right now, but I'm so so happy that I'm figuring this all out. That I don't have to feel like shit in the closet. This closet is gonna have holes in them. I'm gonna make sure you'll still see me when I'm in hiding. Almost like there'll be no difference!!!