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TL;DR a bitch is goin' through it. Sorry if I sad tweet in future, I'm not good at being inside all the time cause of Corona and it's really really getting to me that a second full lockdown is nearly certain.
also lets not unpack how i can both extroverted and overwhelmed by lots of attention.
maybe actually, lets unpack a little bit, i'll delete like all other vents anyway. Put yourself in my shoes, being mentally and emotionally deprived your entire childhood and teenage years and being made feel selfish and ungrateful for ever expressing emotion
and suddenly in adulthood, you're surrounded with people who support you and you can't accept that love cause you feel like an absolute fraud cause deep down you know you don't deserve it
"bUt YoU dO"
love u, appreciate u!! however none of my platonic or romantic relationships have ever ended well and idk, seems a bit unlikely that its always everyone else's fault, yknow? in conclusion, please dont invest emotionally in me. I can't promise it'll be worth it
love u, appreciate u!! however none of my platonic or romantic relationships have ever ended well and idk, seems a bit unlikely that its always everyone else's fault, yknow? in conclusion, please dont invest emotionally in me. I can't promise it'll be worth it
even this rn. is so embarrassing, please don't pity me. I don't want it, I just ???? don't why I attract so many of you ?? please understand my catboy is not a reflection of me and I cannot be what you want/need me to be. I try my absolute best to make time for everyone
but even that, i cant reciprocate. i promise you there are better accounts
im so sorry if this is intrusive to people's timelines but its 5am here and I need some sort of outlet. I'll delete it when I wake up.
I can already tell someone's gonna tell me off for being inconsiderate with this thread and im just ???? cursing my impulsive nature
