good things that are happening:
- now that i stopped perceiving myself as a girl so intensely, i have less insecurities about my skin and acne (which is weird?). i still don’t love it, but the pressure of it is a Less Thing.
- my short hair is really cute!! it’s getting stupidly

puffy since it’s growing out at weird lengths. i’m gonna let it get like, two inches longer before i even think of chopping it off, but i wanna clean my undercut up soon.
- my friends continue to be shining lights who call me handsome constantly. feels very good.
- i am getting

to write a whole paper about loving protean city comics and say things about how the cast have interesting, friendly voices and wex and virgo have the PERFECT DRAMATIC FRIENDSHIP MOMENTS and it’s ACADEMIC!!!
- i played in yhh twice last week. i had whole months over the past

year where i felt like i couldn’t play at all without dying inside. i’m progressing. i’m growing.

i think im gonna add to this thread sometimes when i need it. but these are the good things right now.