Do people often find themselves reliving childhood memories of rejection?

I mean, I woke up thinking today how no one really wanted to hang with the weird kid, but cuz I could do computer things they would ask me for help on assignments -- when they got the help I& #39;d be punted to the curb again. Once I got kicked off a project at school after ...

I figured out stuff for the other kids, and then the teacher told me off for not having a project group. Every time I thought it would be different. Kids can be cruel. But I intrinsically believed them every time.

It& #39;s made me triply cautious as an adult to not expose myself to that again, which means I really don& #39;t trust people easily, but most people are not like that as adults, right? I mean I think I need to work on the trust issues, because it just turns stuff into a negative ...

experience if all you are waiting for is for evidence to convince you people suck.

I think most people are ok, but I need to retrain my brain about this.