....people really hate me for posting those pictures...the fact that I didn't photoshop my acne, the fact that my cleavage was showing ..it's gotten me so so much hate in the past 24 hours and other women are also hating, humiliating, objectificatifying.. I just..

I saw myself getting attacked against everything I have stood for. My life has been challenging since the past few weeks and unprecedented changes have occured. I've 4-5 things going on and I'm rly alone..like physically too. I'm trying my level best to juggle between every

..thing and I can't tell how many times I've contemplated killing myself. I'm getting help around but I'm alone, lonely, idk..I just, I vent here as it can be cathartic. I don't get bothered by Twitter or engage much w people neither was it the first time I was getting

objectified and degraded here but yesterday I felt everything I fight for doesn't matter because i came to suffer the immense hate just for posting my pictures. I've stood for women solidarity for the longest time and yesterday I witnessed women thrashing me so bad, I

partake in mental health initiatives quite often but people went on and on to test every little strength of my mental health yesterday, I've body image issues and skin issues but I fight them hard and speak regarding all it quite candidly but oh goodness it got so overwhelming

to see everything I stand for come and be attacked..the fight is too hard, and too long, and sadly, almost every women who speaks out is "bound" to suffer.