Really been feeling depressed lately
This my second streak
Moving on and on feels like dying and it& #39;s not like I wanted to feel that way. Thinking about that makes me feel helpless
Loneliness and helplessness feels painful like death.
Enjoying my hobbies on internet feels like false excitement now.
Enjoying hobbies feels like a slow sudden death because I let my guard down too much
Oh perhaps I& #39;ve become something like a drug addict on internet, yes someone told me that I gave off that vibe, which is true.
Living so suffocating, I feel like I lose purpose in everything.
Perhaps it& #39;s too common for a problem あwelp
I just hope I die a great death
It& #39;s not that I hate myself
Welp, when does drowning feels good, only when I am asleep
End of thread