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Patience, Prayers, and Uncharted Paths
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Perhaps I need to stop praying...
or...maybe...I am supposed to be more patient.
But surely my prayers aren& #39;t being heard.
or...maybe...I am supposed to be more patient.
But surely my prayers aren& #39;t being heard.
I& #39;ve prayed, been praying for a long time...a long...ASS...time. My words are falling on the deaf ears of God, Allah, Buddha, and the Feminine Creator in the Sky. You see I believe in multiple Gods. I just can& #39;t rely on one to push my dreams from soft spoken words to reality.
I have to spread my faith.
Maybe that is how it works. Maybe I need to to find the fine balance of no prayers and patience whilst still being persistent of course, because that is just who I am. I shouldn& #39;t have to give up who I am just to get what I want.
...should I?
Maybe that is how it works. Maybe I need to to find the fine balance of no prayers and patience whilst still being persistent of course, because that is just who I am. I shouldn& #39;t have to give up who I am just to get what I want.
...should I?
Should I?
The thing...things I want the very most are out of my control.
The thing...things I want the very most are out of my control.
I am always expecting, though I heard that I should stop because that is how it works...right...I mean that& #39;s what everyone says. But I am always expecting. The only unexpected thing is the who, and the when...and the where but not the thing. I expect the thing.
I just don& #39;t have the details yet. But if you know something I don& #39;t know, do tell, please because I have no idea what the FUCK I am doing and where the FUCK I am going. I have NO.FUCKING.CLUE. I am more lost than you think. More lost than I let on. That& #39;s my superpower you know.
I give so much that people think I am giving everything, but I hold a few cards close to my chest. So people really don& #39;t know. I just let them think they do. They don& #39;t know. I don& #39;t know. And the Gods sure as hell don& #39;t know.
They just want me to pray to their deaf ears, whilst they ignore me. Whilst I sit in the house I built and watch the people outside who fly too closely to the sun only to get burnt and the ones who fall in the deep holes.
I just know that it is becoming time for me to leave the house that I built and pour my soul into another& #39;s. For I need someone else to help bare the burden of me because I cannot do this by myself any more. No longer. I can build, but I need help to sustain.
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