Speaking of incredibly beautiful places, I've been trying to reconcile experiencing them but who I experienced them with... my oldest daughter's dad. How do you look back on incredible experiences with a highly questionable person? To this day, I actually wish I'd never met him.

But I so appreciate the things we used to do. We spent a lot of time outdoors doing once in a lifetime things.

My life seems to be defined by one incredible thing always being linked to one tragic thing.

I've had a rare and incredibly colorful existence. If I told you about it, you wouldn't believe me. lol But on the flipside I've also seen some incredible bs.