Speaking of incredibly beautiful places, I& #39;ve been trying to reconcile experiencing them but who I experienced them with... my oldest daughter& #39;s dad. How do you look back on incredible experiences with a highly questionable person? To this day, I actually wish I& #39;d never met him.

But I so appreciate the things we used to do. We spent a lot of time outdoors doing once in a lifetime things.

My life seems to be defined by one incredible thing always being linked to one tragic thing.

I& #39;ve had a rare and incredibly colorful existence. If I told you about it, you wouldn& #39;t believe me. lol But on the flipside I& #39;ve also seen some incredible bs.